对不起,对不起,对不起!我到底要讲多少遍才能补回你心理的伤? 其实,我到底有没有爱过你?我是不是还爱着你? 为什么你难过时,我也不会好受??
当好想好好的爱你时,理智说:"不可以!"
当好想对你说我也爱你时,理智说:"不可以!"
每当你问我还爱不爱你时,我都会给你不同的理由.而你,你不曾放弃我,或者太爱我吧,我再多,再绝的理由你好像都能接受.
1年半,分手后你等了一年半.你的苦,我都识而不见.我只会用我的理由化成一把刀,不断的割在你心.你忍,我无奈.
1年半的今天,你终于放弃了.这天,我给了你一个连我自己都觉得很笨,很绝,很无力的理由.你听候反应很大,你说你很伤心,你放弃了!
这次,我成功了!我成功令你放弃了!我应该感到开心的.可是,为什么我一点都不开心?为什么我心会疼?
是因为我再也没机会给你理由,还是我再也没机会去爱你?
或许,什么都不是...还是我一直都爱着你?
算了,一切都结束了.就算你再问我还爱不爱你,你也不会有正面的答案.
让一切回到原点吧!
2008年6月20日星期五
2008年6月16日星期一
Goodbye old friends, Hello to MBS
我终于从PUTERI TITIWANGSA 转到了MBS.这消息真的来得很突然,真的还没做好心里准备.不辞而别,还是我第一次做喔!还来不及跟朋友们说再见真的有点遗憾.所以,在此我要说声再见了,朋友!
XING YING , VIVIAN , WESHA, YUEK CI , ZALIKHA, HUI RU , ASLAN , ZHI PING, WEN HAN , NAVA , MALISAH,AND OTHERS ....
MISS U ALL O .. HAHA .. I WILL REMEMBER ALL OF U FOREVER DE.. SAME ASK U ALL O.. TAKE CARE AND DO UR BEST IN FORM 6 .HANG OUT WHEN FREE LA .. HAHA BYE BYE LO ..
第一天来到MBS,人生地不熟, 还好有恩乐陪我.谢谢你哦!这学校不是我想相中那样,这里的人都很不错,所以,我很快就认识新朋友了.其实,这也是恩乐的功劳! 哈哈....
OK 啦, 迟些再写咯!
XING YING , VIVIAN , WESHA, YUEK CI , ZALIKHA, HUI RU , ASLAN , ZHI PING, WEN HAN , NAVA , MALISAH,AND OTHERS ....
MISS U ALL O .. HAHA .. I WILL REMEMBER ALL OF U FOREVER DE.. SAME ASK U ALL O.. TAKE CARE AND DO UR BEST IN FORM 6 .HANG OUT WHEN FREE LA .. HAHA BYE BYE LO ..
第一天来到MBS,人生地不熟, 还好有恩乐陪我.谢谢你哦!这学校不是我想相中那样,这里的人都很不错,所以,我很快就认识新朋友了.其实,这也是恩乐的功劳! 哈哈....
OK 啦, 迟些再写咯!
2008年6月13日星期五
2008年6月8日星期日
TAg from siew lee
Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
1. What is the show you hope to watch now?
Dont know eh.. i had watched all the movie i hope to watch . haha ..
2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
I want to have a power that can make me stronger and smarter .. haha
3. What do you think of your brother(s)/sister(s)?
No brothers and sisters... ^^
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
All around the world ... haha .. the most is Japan ...
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I hope that I can pass my Form 6 with flying colour and get the courses I want in university.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Ya. but the rainbow wont be seen everytime especially in the night ... hahahaha..
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My future ,my freinds and family , my money .
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
wah ! keep half .. then take half go JApan , shopping !Then go all around the world. Take some to do business (eg. buy a land and start plant vegetables and padi)... don laugh o ! haha
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No gua... wait him to confess la ..if he love me la .. if not .. then just wait lo ...
10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half??
Love, trust, loyalty, smart, responsible, good listener and...... too much o ... haha
11. Do you believe in "forever"?
Of course , but not in this world .This world wont have forever except the highest mountian in this world ( I think).
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Type ah ? emmm ...person who not responsible at all .
13. What is your ambition?
Be a doctor in future(1st ambition ) .. 2nd ambition ... be a forensik ( i know i am quite weired la ...haha )
14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Depands lo.
15. What do you think is the most important in your life?
A lot ... I think not enough for me to write it here .. haha
16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
No.. Not really like to shop...
17. What is the thing that you really want now?
I want to success in my study .hahahaha
18.Which part of your character you would like to change?
Laziness , playfulness
19. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
emmm .....maybe next time got .. hehe
20. Do you feel sleepy now ?
yes .. very sleepy.. but i have to finish this tag 1st for my dear friend ! Siew lee!!!!
i want to tag...
1. Siew Lee
2. Xin Ying
3. .....
anyone...
haha ...
1. What is the show you hope to watch now?
Dont know eh.. i had watched all the movie i hope to watch . haha ..
2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?
I want to have a power that can make me stronger and smarter .. haha
3. What do you think of your brother(s)/sister(s)?
No brothers and sisters... ^^
4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
All around the world ... haha .. the most is Japan ...
5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I hope that I can pass my Form 6 with flying colour and get the courses I want in university.
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Ya. but the rainbow wont be seen everytime especially in the night ... hahahaha..
7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My future ,my freinds and family , my money .
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
wah ! keep half .. then take half go JApan , shopping !Then go all around the world. Take some to do business (eg. buy a land and start plant vegetables and padi)... don laugh o ! haha
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No gua... wait him to confess la ..if he love me la .. if not .. then just wait lo ...
10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half??
Love, trust, loyalty, smart, responsible, good listener and...... too much o ... haha
11. Do you believe in "forever"?
Of course , but not in this world .This world wont have forever except the highest mountian in this world ( I think).
12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Type ah ? emmm ...person who not responsible at all .
13. What is your ambition?
Be a doctor in future(1st ambition ) .. 2nd ambition ... be a forensik ( i know i am quite weired la ...haha )
14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Depands lo.
15. What do you think is the most important in your life?
A lot ... I think not enough for me to write it here .. haha
16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
No.. Not really like to shop...
17. What is the thing that you really want now?
I want to success in my study .hahahaha
18.Which part of your character you would like to change?
Laziness , playfulness
19. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?
emmm .....maybe next time got .. hehe
20. Do you feel sleepy now ?
yes .. very sleepy.. but i have to finish this tag 1st for my dear friend ! Siew lee!!!!
i want to tag...
1. Siew Lee
2. Xin Ying
3. .....
anyone...
haha ...
2008年6月7日星期六
What am I doing ? !
Can u believe that I felt asleep the whole day on yesterday ? really unbelievable! I feel like want killed my self becouse i wasted 1 day ! ah...
Now , i just want to try to do my math but my mind cant concentrate it and not even a question I know to do . I cant imagine my form 6 life will bribg me a rossy future . Feel like want give up ! but I cant ! To reach my dream , i haveto find out a way to solve it .. but how ? where can i get the way ? every time say try my best , i can do it, i know i will sucess .... but now ... feel like the gap between form 6 and me is getting bigger . I feel like I AM LOST!!hah !!! I have to get out from this stupid forest !
So from now on , i will just concentrate with my dream ! NO more stupid love's think and thing! NO more stupid online games !!!!! NO more stupid online chat !!! and No more stupid movies !!!!!
hahahahahahahaha ........ lock my heart up !Just keep my eyes on my way !
Now , i just want to try to do my math but my mind cant concentrate it and not even a question I know to do . I cant imagine my form 6 life will bribg me a rossy future . Feel like want give up ! but I cant ! To reach my dream , i haveto find out a way to solve it .. but how ? where can i get the way ? every time say try my best , i can do it, i know i will sucess .... but now ... feel like the gap between form 6 and me is getting bigger . I feel like I AM LOST!!hah !!! I have to get out from this stupid forest !
So from now on , i will just concentrate with my dream ! NO more stupid love's think and thing! NO more stupid online games !!!!! NO more stupid online chat !!! and No more stupid movies !!!!!
hahahahahahahaha ........ lock my heart up !Just keep my eyes on my way !
2008年6月5日星期四
My 18th birthday !
Yeah! Today is my birthday! My 18th birthday! The time past so fast. I just feel that my 17th birthday just past yesterday. Haha.. Still remember last year birthday, celebrate at Melaka during the softball tournament with different kind of emotion and a birthday cake from my team members. Haha.. I won’t forget the way we finish the "big" cake! Haha ... Actually, i would like to thanks u guys a lot, especially celebrate with me although our tournament is not very good. By the way, thanks!
Now, back to my 18th birthday. I really can’t believe that today, I already a 18th years old girl. Ha ha.. I also don’t know that I should be happy or not. In my thought, 18th years old girl should act like a bit mature and not like what I am now, who still playful, sometime naughty, sometimes emotion and bla bla bla...But anyway, I still like my birthday this year, especially can celebrate with my 2 best friends, Siew Lee and Xin Ying. Haha... so much fun with them since form4.
Before continue with them, I would like to thanks someone who give me this life, my dear god ! I am sure that without Him, I cant see how is the beauty of the world that create by him, without him , i would not get so much of knowledge from this world ,without him , i wont grow up and the important thing is , without him there will no me, Yue Fen ! so , thanks God ! Beside, my parent too , without them ! may not be here to .. Haha.. Thanks!
Lastly, I would like to thanks my other friends who wishes me too . Haha.. (Next time come with present o..) Haha.. Joking de la!
Now, back to my 18th birthday. I really can’t believe that today, I already a 18th years old girl. Ha ha.. I also don’t know that I should be happy or not. In my thought, 18th years old girl should act like a bit mature and not like what I am now, who still playful, sometime naughty, sometimes emotion and bla bla bla...But anyway, I still like my birthday this year, especially can celebrate with my 2 best friends, Siew Lee and Xin Ying. Haha... so much fun with them since form4.
Before continue with them, I would like to thanks someone who give me this life, my dear god ! I am sure that without Him, I cant see how is the beauty of the world that create by him, without him , i would not get so much of knowledge from this world ,without him , i wont grow up and the important thing is , without him there will no me, Yue Fen ! so , thanks God ! Beside, my parent too , without them ! may not be here to .. Haha.. Thanks!
Lastly, I would like to thanks my other friends who wishes me too . Haha.. (Next time come with present o..) Haha.. Joking de la!
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